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Lythia Harrison

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[06 Mar 2004|05:56pm]
[ mood | worried ]

This is an eye opener. The news from the Ball (thank Merlin I chose not to attend) and now Hayden. Lately, I've been so bloody happy that it almost hurts. Now it seems to be crashing down. A part of my life is perfect, and the other part is scared to death. There have been too many deaths already. Some even in this school. I can't help but feel that the walls are closing in around me, around all of us.

This may just sound cynical, but I think being holed up in this school may be the death of us.

Bloody hell. It's all far too depressing to continue talking about. My sympathies to those of you who were close to Hayden.


[26 Feb 2004|12:38pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Now I remember how much of a pain these journals were. I'm going to need to update more often, I guess. Or at least try to remember to.

Since I left France, it pretty much felt like my life was going to be like one long straight road that I just walked down. I guess I felt as if I had to walk it alone, never knowing was I was going to see when I finally reached the end, or even how long the road is.

Now that road is twisting and turning, never letting me see what's around the next bend. I hate that. With the lurking sensation of war hanging around England, I want to know what to expect. Merlin knows I just don't want to just wait for the next thing to happen. It's extremely unnerving. Still, two curves of the road have revealed two people that had made a big difference in my life. They did last year, and they are now.

It seems another turn brought around something strange to all of us. I read an interesting article in the Prophet recently. Fred Weasley's grave has been excavated. How lovely.

But...who's to say that it was the fault of someone else? Who's to say that he didn't just walk out of there on his own?

Private to all but Liam, Rhiannon & AdrianCollapse )

6 Jaded++Hopeless

[19 Feb 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

It...feels strange to be back here. Back to the place that I wanted to get away from nearly six months ago.

Ah, well. Someone always said things happened for a reason. I don't particullarly believe that, but I guess we'll see what happens.

I feel nervous. More than I should be. Perhaps it's because I don't know how people will react to my return. Many won't care, that I know. Others, however, I can't be sure of. Hopefully it will end up being more positive. If one more person says that I ran away, I'll rip their vocal chords from their throats. Despite all of that I am still quite happy to be sleeping in my usual bed.

I shall start attending classes tomorrow. I'll be doing some reading in the library tonight if anyone wants to see me.

2 Jaded++Hopeless

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